...IN GOD IS SO HARD FOR ME BECAUSE:
1.) HE CAN NOT BE PROVEN WITH THE SENSES
2.) IT REQUIRES NOTHING FROM ME BUT GIVING UP MY SENSE OF CONTROL.
SCRIPTURE I HAVE BEEN READING-
"Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is." 1 JOHN 3:2
DEFINITIONS:ap·pear/əˈpi(ə)r/Verb to be obvious or easily perceived; be clear or made clear by evidence:
NO PERSONAL CHANGE IS EVER REALLY EASY OR EVIDENT, SO I'VE BEEN TAKING IT SLOW, TRYING NOT TO FEEL LIKE I'VE DISSAPOINTED THE WORLD, AND JUST KEEP TRYING.